Back in time...

Somehow....as I am passing through this passage in my life...where a lot of things dont make sense to me....why i feel what i feel...why i do what i do... i am starting to realise the truth in a quote i read a few days back....i dont remember the exact words but it was on the lines of " The funny thing about life is that it is lived forwards but understood backwards..."
it rings true...Now, if i could start at the ending ...and live backwards..that might just be such a whole lot simpler...wouldnt it ? :)